Poorly Utilize

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To this very day, I see and regret that I was one that poorly utilized God's resources. Yes, the timeline may have been a long time ago. However, I remember it like it was yesterday.

I do not think I'm going to elaborate more on what was done. Nope, why would I want to call myself out? Why would I want to embarrass myself? Yes, let me save myself from any embarrassment. I don't need to hear from other people, I told you so's.

Not to mention, one really does not need to know because that would just take their focus and attention away from what is important. And, that is actually realizing " the poor use of God's resources." Yup, as far as my situation goes? I definitely feel that God cut me off. So to speak.

And, I totally see why God chose to do what he did. Nope, I shouldn't and I can't get mad at that. It hurt. NOT gonna lie. But, too bad so sad for me. It was my fault. I was poorly utilizing his resources. In other words, I was not using his resources to show off His glory to other people!

Do I think God will do a total 180 and, give me another chance to utilize His resources. This time, not in a poor way?

I have no idea. Will God do what he did before? However, I am certain that if he would like to, then he can. God can do anything! He is able!

So, if there is someone right now reading this that shares in what I did? That which was poorly utilize the resources God gave you.

1st of all tell God you're sorry. Then, the next step is to go ahead and have A heart-to-heart talk with God.  Share with God what's in your heart. Utilize what the Lord has provided so you can get back to utilizing his resotturces for him.

The final step is to just wait! Wait for your answer to come. Maybe later on today, tomorrow, next week, in a few years?  Or, maybe not at all? All that matters is the change of heart.

James 1:17

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.

1 Peter 4:1

As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God's varied grace:

Romans 6:2

For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 12:6

Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in proportion to our faith