First Love

I saw him in a crowded room. His eyes locked with mine for a few seconds. His smile was so handsome it could melt my soul. His muscular build was so captivating, I just couldn't take my eyes away. Every feature about this man drew me in closer and closer to wanting to know his name and possibly more. Then to my surprise, after turning the other way for a split second, he was away from my eye sight. After lifting my face up from it being so saddened that I had lost who may have possibly been the man I am meant to spend the rest of my life with, I was pleasantly shocked to find him standing just a few feet away and walking right to my direction,  with that handsome smile. I knew that when he opened his mouth and said Hi......

Do you believe in love at first sight? How you like that made up example of what probably some women may possibly go through right?  I believe it's a bunch of false jargon. Lol But, that's just my thoughts.  Everyone has their own opinion about their first loves.....

I wanted to share my first love when I met Jesus and accepted Him as my personal Lord and Savior. Well, first of all you can imagine it was not that dramatic as compared to the example I have above. But, was pretty memorable. I remember going through some challenging times in my life years ago that I believed were hopeless for contentment.  Fortunately, someone reached out to me and introduced me to Jesus and I decided on giving him a try and it was the best decision I had ever made.

Now, I am sorry to say I am not carrying that wave of exuberance and excitement I first did,when I met Jesus. But, I know He's not mad at me for that. :)  It would be super nice to be able to have that awesome joy I once had when I found Jesus as my first love.  Do I think it's impossible to have that again? No, with God anything is possible right?  I do think, that with the other chaotic challenge going on in my mind, the first love feeling I used to have for God has been somewhat overtaken.

I guess what I want to end this writing with is that no matter where you are in your walk with God, I don't believe He will hold it against you. He remembers your first talk with Him and loves you.  He forgives all of your sins, if you just invite Him in your heart. " If we confess our sins.He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify you from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9)