SCREAM!

I understand I just wrote my writing for the day a few hours ago, but, I just feel like venting so totally understandable if you don't want to read.

I know you guys have moments you just want to scream and vent out from the top of your lungs your frustrations right?  I don't think I'm alone on this. If I am, then good for you! There are seriously people I know that instead of wanting to verbally explode with their frustrations they like to keep it in bottled up inside. I think there's actually a possibility that could end up pretty bad.  But, depends on the person I guess.

I think I'm probably actually venting my emotions right now on this writing. See, it doesn't necessarily have to be in a scream.  Although, there are certainly times that helps.

Written yesterday*****

I had my injectionlast night ( Thursday)  and the next day side effects are unpredictable! I could feel flu like symptoms (hate it) bad head aches ( double hate it ) or just feel totally unable to explain it -LOUSY (  REALLY REALLY HATE IT) You think when the next day comes  I am going to be on my A game with my wife, friend, daughter, etc etc duties? There is no way if I feel "crappy" so to speak! Friends, I know I should probably end this frustration with something to the lines of God is awesome right? 

Well, right now my head really hurts, I am feeling really lousy, and I don't really feel like praising God. ( looking up, rolling my eyes and dreading my next few lines) You know sometimes, I just would like to feel ok the day after a really painful injection.  Wait, let me rewind because there probably have been days where I had a not so painful injection along with an OK feeling the day after.  It's just pretty rare and difficult to remember those good days when I am actually going through a bad day.

Ok, God is good, God has a plan, God is awesome, bla bla bla sorry....Give me a second. My head really hurts. I'm gonna pray right now and let's see how to end this. Well, before I said Amen He put in my mind, Philippians 4:13 which says I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength, i actually feel a little better. Wow!